Many months passed same as they were passing, solving cases, solving missions.. But one day something happened that it caused haseena to get panic attack again same as she got after that night .....

                All her seniors, police & ib both departments no one believed her that she wasn't the part of the crime.. she requested & litterally begged them to give her atleast one chance to prove herself innocent... She was hurt that in the department where she worked since many years and the seniors that praised her many times for her braveries for saving the nation.. now no one trusted her and blamed her for everything when it was not even her fault a little also... But as always she kept her pain to herself only & determined herself to prove herself innocent...

And when all this was happening and no one was trusting her a little also she thought & had a little hope that anubhav would maybe trust her, he didn't said anything in her favour infront of the dept and seniors but she didn't mind that thinking he didn't wanted to go against the department and seniors...

            But she had a little hope that anubhav would trust her she didn't wanted him to help her or fight for her against everyone to prove her innocence.. She just wanted to hear one sentence in this all chaotic and unbearable painful situation that whether anyone was hearing or not, she just wanted to hear even if he is saying just to her not infront of every one.. Just a little short sentence nothing more than that she wanted neither his help nor support.. just a sentence..

hume ap par pura bharosa hai ap kabhi apne desh se gadari nahi kar sakti..

Just this nothing else but just this... But that too he didn't say instead he hurted her more than anyone else...

Haseena ne apni puri zindagi mai kisi se kabhi koi ummeed nahi ki thi.. usne apni zindagi mai pehli baar kisi se umeed ki thi aur uski umeed thi ke chahe koi uspar bharosa kare ya na kare anubhav karega,  usse umeed thi anubhav se kyuke wo dono ko mission ke liye ek saath rehkar bohttt zyada mahine hgye the, aur saath rehkar anubhav ko itna toh pata chal hi gaya hoga ke wo apne desh se khud ki jan se bhi zyada pyaar krti hai wo desh ke saath gaddari kabhi nahi karegi.. Par anubhav ne ye jante howe bhi ke wo apne desh se kitna pyaar krti hai aur desh ke liye apni jan bhi desakti hai phir bhi uspar bharosa nahi kiya...

Hm broken deeply & hurt from hearing all the allegations from her own dept and her seniors, got tears in her eyes but she still composed herself with great difficulty and with a little hope when everyone left angrily leaving her alone to fight her battle alone as always.... she stopped anubhav who was also abt to leave not because she wanted his help to prove herself innocent...

          she has always fought her battles alone only & now also she was determined to prove herself innocent she didn't need any help or anything else.. she just stopped him to hear he trusted her that she is innocent and nothing else after saying this even if he ignored her or treated her like she doesn't exist she would not mind anything...

Haseena thought he would say her that he trusts her & she can't betray the nation but as he was also leaving, so she said...

hm tears were already in her eyes but now there was a little hope too : sir apko toh humpar bharosa hai na ke hum apne desh se gaddari nahi krsakte...

But his answer started to crush her little hope also...

as : bharosa aur ap jesi gaddar par hum kabhi nahi karenge...

hm tears flowed as her hope was crushing : sir... apko.. bhi lagta hai.. humne apne desh ke saath gaddari ki...!

as : apna mat kahiye desh ko.. desh ap jese gaddaro ka nahi hai...

hm : sir humne kuch nahi kiya hum sonch bhi nahi sakte desh ke saath gaddari krne ke bare mai...ap..bharosa kijiye humpar...

haseena ne kabhi aise apni baton se request krkr khud ko innocent prove krne ki koshish nahi ki thi... wo seede proofs ke saath baat krkr sabka muh khud band kara deti thi.. par pehli baar usne kisi se ummed rakhli thi, usse anubhav se umeed thi par jab wo umeed tut rahi thi toh usse bohtt zyada hurt horaha tha..

hm : sir humne kuch nahi kiya hai.. hum bekasoor hai.. hum apne desh ke saath

aisa krne ke bare mai sonch bhi nahi sakte..

anubhav was angrily going to hit her but his hand stopped just beside her cheek and he didn't hit her : kaha na apna mat kahiye desh ap jese gaddaro ka nahi hai... and left angrily leaving her alone...

               Haseena was used to fight and win all her battles alone only and now also she was determined she would prove herself innocent, she didn't needed anubhav's help... But as she first got her hopes with someone.. but when anubhav didn't trust her.. her hope was crushed which was hurting her so much..

         so unknowingly she was trying to convince him that she was innocent which she usually doesn't do without any proofs but she didn't wanted her first hope to die so she was trying... But when he was abt to hit her she didn't got scared of getting hit or anything else, she just got quite & didn't spoke anything more as her hope died right at that moment ...

Haseena ne kabhi anubhav se na pyaar ki umeed ki thi na hi usse pyaar chahiya tha kyuke ye rishta wese bhi mission ke liye tha aur khatam hone wala tha aur wo anubhav se pyaar bhi nahi krti thi.. par anubhav ki care toh krti thi par haseena ne kabhi anubhav se care bhi nahi chahi aur nahi insaniyat ke nate wo uski care kare aisi umeed bhi rakhi jo jese chalra tha usne kabhi koi complain nahi ki...

          Par itne mahine saath rehne ke baad usse pehli baar kisi se umeed thi usse umeed thi ke anubhav uspar bharosa karega usse kuch nahi chahiya tha, na anubhav ki help na kuch humdardi ya sifarish... bass anubhav ka thoda sa bharosa chahiya tha.. Itne time tak saath rehkar toh insaan ek kutte par bhi bharosa krleta hai par anubhav ko haseena par zyada na sahi thoda sa bhi bharosa nahi tha.. anubhav ne kam se kam usse puchke kuch clarify bhi nahi kiya seede usse galat man liya sab ki tarah..

haseena was trying to compose her already broken self : relax haseena wese konsa tumhe sir ki madad chahiye thi tum humesha ki tarah iss mushqil se bhi toh akele hi ladne wali thi na phir bhulo sab aur saboot dhundne par focus karo...  but she wasn't being able to focus because..

       haseena ne pehli baar apni zindagi mai kisi se bharose ki umeed ki thi aur wo bhii tut gayi.. she was already in so much tension & hurt veryy badly because of the mission and accusations on her & more to it all this with anubhav also happened... And it was getting hard for her to compose herself.... her breathing was getting heavy... She was getting a panic attack again..

hm while trying to calm her breath : nahi nahi abhi nahi.. calm haseena breathe.. calm... but her breathe was getting heavy.. calm haseena calm sirf 24 ghante hai tumhare pass khud ko bekasoor sabit krne ke liye.... abhi nahi aasakta panic attack.. relax breathe...

she was trying to calm her panic attack not thinking about her health but for her duty to prove herself innocent so that she don't lose her duty towards nation as serving for nation and it's safety was & is always her first priority...

    But still all the tensions, stress, pain, allegations everything was messing her up so much that she got panic attack even after trying alot to control it... so finally to divert herself from the panic attack she started hurting herself by hitting on the wall to divert her focus on it. ...

Later her panic attack reduced after sometime and without relaxing she just left for her duty to fight her battle alone as always...