Haseena in taking care of him was ignoring everything abt herself even her burned wounds and also as he was not agreeing to come with her and in process of making him agree she too got wet & instead of changing those clothes immediately she got busy in taking care of anubhav, as always her first priority would always be other's than her ownself....

              she didn't slept the whole night in taking care of anubhav & to make him feel comfortable so that he could take rest properly... And obviously as she didn't take a little bit care of herself her health got unwell  And though feeling so much restlessness she still took very good care of anubhav without any complain & irritation just with her peacefulness...

Haseena then in morning carefully moving him away without breaking his sleep comfortably made him lie & then left to get freshen up & took a comforting bath to remove her restlessness so that she could be fresh for her duty and then left for kitchen to prepare the breakfast & lunches...

anubhav then feeling lack of her warmth got awake & sat, he was feeling fresh and relaxed all because of haseena's presence & good care.... he remembered haseena's care towards him & a smile came on his face...

as : hum bohtt khush kismat hai hj jo ap humari zindagi mai aayi.. aj tak humari kisi ne bhi parwa nahi ki thi, na khyal rakha tha.. par phir ap aayi humari zindagi mai jo humara itna acha khyal rakhti hai wo bhi bina humare kahe ke hume kya pareshani kya takleef horahi hai ap hume samjh jati hai ke hume kya chahiye bhale hi insaniyat ke naate hi sahi par jab bhi ap humara khyal rakhti humare pass hoti hume behadd sukoon milta hai ...

          And then anubhav's phone ranged and his beautiful thoughts got disturbed & he received the call without seeing the name...

as : helloo..

kon?

ib head : humse puch rahe ho kon? kin khyaalon mai khoye ho?

as still being lost in her thoughts : haseena ji ke..

ib frustrated loudly : kya!

anubhav came out from his thoughts hearing the loud voice & immediately checked the caller's name : aa.. sorry sir wo hum abhi neend se jage the toh dhyan nahi diya kiska call tha bass recieve krliya tha bina dekhe...

ib frustrated : wo sab toh theek hai par abhi tumne kya kaha tum miss malik ke khyaalon mai khowe the!

as fumbled  : aa.. nahi sir aisa kuch nahi hai... ap plss bataiye na apne kis liye call kiya tha?

ib sir : aisa kuch na ho toh hi acha hoga kyuke shyd tum bhul gaye ho toh yaad dila doon tum dono ki shadi sirf mission ke liye ki gayi hai isliye ye pyaar vyaar mai padne ke bajaye jald se jald iss mission ko solve karne ke bare mai focus karo... aur haan yaad toh hai na tumhe tumhare hi alfazz ke tum apna sara jeevan desh ke liye hi jeena chahte ho aur apni akhri sans tak desh se hi pyaar karoge aur desh ki hi parwa karoge...

This ghatiya ib head again made him realise everything that he had forgot in his true love haseena & he realized everything what he again did yesterday night being lost in her peaceful embrace & presence....

ib : kya howa anubhav tum chup kyu hgye..! kahin sach mai haseena ko apni biwi toh nahi man baithe... pyaar vyaar toh nahi kr baithe?

                 Anubhav was already feeling guilty for making haseena his without her consent... he wanted to apologize her for what he did that night & the next morning and tell her that he really truly loves her & what all he said everything was sincerely true, it was not just for making love to her.. Since then he wanted to tell her that he loves her and wants to live the rest of his life with her & that night everything that happened it was just because of his true love there were no lust feelings at all....

               But his mind was winning all the time against his heart thinking for the nation and the fight between his mind and heart wss making him so much angry & frustrated and all this frustration was being removed on haseena only unknowingly and still she never reacted rudely or coldly with him... And again yesterday night even after everything what he did & behaved with her she still without any irritation or complain took care of him veryy nicelyyy...

anubhav ignored his question, as his heart was also equally hurting after hurting haseena : aa.. sir ye sab chodiye na apne kis liye call kiya tha..

ib head was noticing anubhav's behavior since many days & he understood that he is in love with haseena... And this ib khadoos boss thinks love is weakness & he has filled anubhav's mind also with this thinking & doesn't want anubhav to be distracted because of love...

ib : wo bass ye inform krne call kiya tha ke tumhe aur miss malik ko kal jo meeting mai kaam diya tha wo pura howa ya nahi? ...

as : sir ap fikar mat kijiye humlog jald hi complete krke apko report karenge...

ib  : okay.... wese ek baat kehni thi tumse miss malik ek boht achi aur saaf dil insaan hai, kisi ko bhi unse pyaar hojayega.. tum toh unke saath itna waqt bitate ho.. Pyaar ho toh nahi gaya na tumhe bhi wese mujhe yakeen hai tum desh ko dhokha nahi doge apna pyaar desh aur miss malik mai bathkar.. par tumhare liye hi acha hoga agar tum ghar ke andar unke saath duri banakar rakhoge toh...

aur mujhe vishwas hai agar kabhi tumse koi galti ho bhi gayi toh tum usse pyaar se suljhane ke bajaye samjhdari se suljaoge taki wo baat agge na badhe i hope tum samjh gaye hoge mai jo bhi keh raha hoon... toh phir theek hai mai rakhta hoo milte hai ib office mai... jai hind...

as lost in his words : jai hind....

(phirse bhardiya anubhav ka dimaag bakwas baton se)

he indirectly said him everything, anubhav too understood what he said.. aur jo bhi nahi samjh paye wo aage padhenge toh samjh jayenge...

anubhav did not wanted to hurt her more as he has already hurt her so much.. but his senior words were also ringing in his mind... And if he wanted to love his nation & wanted to only live for his nation then he has to hurt her though if it crushes her and his heart but he has to do it....

haseena after finishing her work came upstairs to change into uniform & saw him awake...

as : hj..

hm : ji?

as wasn't able to look towards her as he was feeling so much sad & guilty for hurting her again and again  : wo kal raat hum dono ke beech phirse jo bhi howa wo nahi hona chahiya tha.. aur maine anjane mai jo bhi keh diya mujhe wo nahi kehna chahiya tha aur.. maine jo.. bhi.. kiya wo mujhe nahi karna chahiya tha.. hum dono ke beech jo KUCH bhi howa wo hum jitni jaldi bhul jaye wahi behtar hoga...

hm was not shocked this time as anubhav after that night did not gave her any clarification & straight away blamed everything on her... Then what happened yesterday night was not as big as that night ...

hm calmly : ji sir theek hai... sir hum bass uniform mai change krkr thane ke liye nikal rahe hai apka breakfast aur lunch box dining table par rakh diya hai ap plss breakfast krlijiyega aur yadd se lunch box lekar jaiyega....

Anubhav expected she would say, blame or ask him anything if nothing abt yesterday night then surely abt that night & morning but anubhav who wasn't able to look in her eyes suddenly looked towards her as she did not ask or say him anything & instead replied him calmly...

                 And as he looked towards her,

her eyes were depicting neither questions nor blames for him her eyes were blank with no emotions..... He could read everyone's eyes but he even after trying a lot he was never able to read her beautiful eyes... Maybe because since childhood haseena has never got anyone with whom she can share her pain, her everything... so always keeping all her emotions, her feelings inside her only.. she is now perfect in hiding all her pain...

But because of that night and next morning, anubhav hurted her so badly that for the first time in her life even after trying a lot she wasn't able to hide as it was unbearable pain not only physically but also mentally... And that was the first time someone was able to read her eyes, anubhav for the first time was able to read her eyes that depicted soo much pain, hurt and sadness... But still he left frustrated as he was soo out of mind that time.... And since then same as before he was again never able to read her eyes...

            But he understood as he loves her so much that behind her calm voice she has again managed to hide her emotions which she always does...But as what he decided he did not said anything & just said..

as : theek hai...

and then he left to get freshen up and haseena changed into uniform and left for thana...

haseena did not got angry with him & not even asked him any questions this made him feel more guilty....

         Anubhav was feeling guilty for not apologizing her for that day and also for yesterday night.... First he without her consent did all that and then said all rude & harsh words to her... she must have wanted  some clarification but he neither apologized her nor clarified anything and more to it behaved so coldly and rudely with her...

              But despite everything haseena still haven't said him anything... And many days passed since then but still she without any grudges, anger, complain, irritation frustration was still helping him & taking care of him same like she was doing since they got married for the mission.. And yesterday also she took great care of him and now also he just casually said her to forget everything like nothing ever happened.. But still she didn't got angry or frustrated on him amd reacted calmly....

Anubhav wanted to apologize her and clarify everything so that she don't feel hurt & used because he can't see her hurt & he can never even think in his wildest dreams abt using her, that night & yesterday night he had no lust feelings towards her it was just his true sincere love towards her....

       But his pyaar ka dushman ib senior words were also roaming in his mind which was stopping him & again he decided to do what he has always done, listen to his mind...