As soon as they left the nurse entered for checking up on her & her injuries and anubhav left the ward for giving haseena privacy so that she don't feel uncomfortable.. after sometime the nurse left & anubhav entered, haseena didn't expect he would be still here obviously because of all his previous behaviors...
Anubhav was moving towards her to apologize but obviously because of his past behaviors haseena wouldn't in her wildest dreams have thought that he is coming for apologizing & because of her already weak health and restlessness she wasn't willing to listen to any of his blames right now.. As his past behavior and previous unnecessary blame was only enough to make her restless which was clearly visible on that heartbeat machine as soon as the memories again hit her ....
she wasn't feeling scared of him, she just didn't wanted to talk about that as the memories of him blaming her were only making her restless and again he doing the same thing wouldn't help her health to get any better and also as before getting unconscious in the accident she decided to forget everything and just focus on work...
And more to it her head was already feeling very heavy because of injury and medicines but still she did not lose her temper & patience.... she was trying to calm her breath....
as was filled with guilt & wanted to apologize to her : wo... haseena ji... hum... uss din...
he wasn't looking towards her from this time because of his guilt but when finally he looked towards her he saw her breathing heavily and her eyes were closed & she was trying to calm her breath... he got very worried...& cupped her face...
as worriedly : hj.. ap.. theek hai... hj...!
haseena's eyes were closed trying to calm her breath but his touch made her remember that night more specifically & she again got a panic attack....
anubhav seeing her health immediately went to call the doctor and the doctor examined her & was trying to calm her but again because of her health the panic attack was severe so the doctor had to give her sedative so that she could get some calm & peace..
as worried : doc wo theek toh hai! unhe aise behosh kyu karna pada..!
doc : unhe phirse panic attack agaya tha aur heartbeats bohtt tezz hgyi thi unhe jald hi behosh nahi krte toh unke heart par asar pad sakta tha...humne apse kaha toh tha ke ye abhi boht weak hai inhe koi bhi stress mat dijiye ga.. phir aisa kya howa jo inhe phirse ?
as worriedly : hume pata nahi samjh nahi araha hum dono ke beech kuch baat hone se pehle hi unhe panic attack agaya..
doc : hmm... toh shayad jis wajh se unhe pehli baar panic attack aya tha shyd wo unhe yaad agaya ho isliye shyd phirse.. unhe wo baat bhulna hoga warna ye panic attacks unhe dubara ate rahenge... unse iss bare mai baat krni hogi abhi toh sedative ka asar rahega subah hi unse baat ho payegi...
And the doctor left anubhav went towards her and held her hand & tears started flowing from his eyes seeing her in this weak condition and he was feeling guilty for it... & later he dozed off to sleep holding her hand only...
Later in morning anubhav got awake as a nurse entered for changing her drip and then later after sometime anubhav got a call so he went out to attend it... haseena was getting awake and as she opened her eyes she saw the doctor entering... The doctor examined her and asked abt her health and all & then she asked.. and at the same time anubhav was going to enter but stopped at the door only as he thought haseena would feel uncomfortable with his presence and wouldn't answer the truths which is very important for her health...
doc : haseena apko pehli baar panic attack kab aya tha? aur kya apko bachpan se panic attacks ate hai..? kyuke apke haath ka ghaav dekhkar lagra hai ke apko pata hai ke jab panic attack aata hai toh apna mind divert karna hota hai panic attack ko kam krne ke liye...
hm : nahi doctor hume bachpan se nahi atte panic attacks infact kal raat jo panic attack aya tha wo dusri baar tha aur pehli baar padso subah aya tha .. aur hume pata bhi nahi tha ke isse rokte kese hai wo toh bass hum pani peena chah rahe the par wo bhi humare haath se girgaya aur phir anjane mai humara haath lag gaya tha kanch ke tukde par... phir jab hume pata chala ke isse shyd panic attack theek hosakta hai...
anubhav closed his eyes to control his tears as it was the same morning when he blamed her for everything when it was not even her fault...
doc : aisa kya howa tha jo apko panic attack agaya tha...aur panic attack ke waqt ek partner hi sabse zyada comforting hota hai kya apke pati uss waqt apke saath nahi the... aur kya apke pati apke saath i mean wo apka khyal rakhte hain.. wo apke saath ache toh hai na...
haseena again remembered everything & was feeling sad & veryy upset but haseena didn't wanted to ruin anubhav's image ..
hm : ji ji.. wo.. ache hain humare saath hum wo bass ek case ko lekar bohtt stressed the..
doc concerning : dekhiye haseena apke liye stress lena bilkul theek nahi hai aur apko aise sab kuch apke andar nahi rakhna chahiye aur khas taur pe aisi koi baat toh bilkul nahi jisse apki health par boht bura asar padraha hai.... apko 2 baar panic attacks agaye hai wo bhi boht severe isse apke heart par asar pad sakta hai... apko jo bhi baat ya stress itni takleef de rahi hai usse apne dil dimaag se nikal dijiye... kyuke isse apki health par bahut asar pad sakta hai...ap samjh rahi hai na..
hm : ji doctor hum samjh gaye.. hum aage se dhyan rakhenge... smiled slightly...
doctor too give her a smile : good apna ache se khyal rakhna phirse aise panic attack nahi ana chahiye okay..! ..
hm smiled : ji...
wese doctor hume ab discharge mil sakta hai hum kafi behtar mehsus kr rahe hai....aur wapis duty jana chahte hai...
doc : ji abhi apke kuch tests lenge uske baad reports dekhar apko discharge mil jayega..par apni duty krne mai apna khyal rakhna mat bhulna...
hm : ji ji hum zaroor rakhenge khyal..
doctor : ok i shall take a leave now.. take care haseena ...smiled
hm too gave her a smile... and as the doc was leaving anubhav immediately moved from the door....
later anubhav entered her ward the nurse was taking her blood & haseena's eyes were shut close composing the pain..
as seeing her said to the nurse worriedly : plss ap thoda araam se kijiye unhe dard horaha hai..
hearing his voice haseena opened her eyes and looked at his worried face and thought he must be acting for the mission as they have to show that they are a very happy, loving and caring couple..
Later after taking the tests the nurse left...
as concerned : ap theek hai..!
hm : ji.. while slightly rubbing her hand as it was paining..
as : doctor apke reports check krle phir nikalte hai humlog... & he got a call, he had to answer as it was from dig.. he has asked him to come urgently for a meeting..
haseena : sir ap jaiye hum chale jayenge..
as : par apki tabiyat abhi puri tarah theek nahi howi hai ...
hm : hum theek hai sir..
as : par... he again got a call but he didn't received it... par ap akele.. his phone was still ringing..
hm : sir ap jaiye hum chale jayenge araam se...
and he had to leave unwillingly... After sometime haseena got the discharge and she left alone... she first entered his house and sat tiredly on the sofa as she got exhausted in getting a taxi or auto that too in sunheat...she asked the driver to wait for sometime outside only as she wants to go to other place as well & that she will give him extra money..
After relaxing for some minutes she went to his room got freshen up changed into her uniform and went to thana...
everyone : ms apko araam krna chahiya tha na ap yaha kyu agayi...! hum sab lunch time mai ya duty ke baad apse milne ane wale the par ap toh khud hi yaha agayi... apko apna bilkul khyal nahi hai na....! sar par patti laggi howi hai aur..
hm : shant.. shaant hojaiye ap sab... hum abhi bilkul theek hai... doctor ne hi hume discharge diya hai aur sarri raat araam hi toh kiya humne hum ab bilkul badhiya hai..
everyone : ms doctor ne hospital se discharge diya iska ye mtlb nahi hai ap seede duty par ajaye... apko atleast ek ya do din toh kamse kam ghar mai araam krna hoga.. aur doctor ne kaha bhi hoga ye par apko kaha fikar hoti khud ki...
hm cutely frowning : acha na ab bass bhi kijiye na aplog aur kitna sunayenge.. hume cabin mai toh jane dijiye kam se kam aur hum keh rahe hai na hum bilkul theek hai toh hum sach mai theek hai ye mamoli si chotain hai itni fikar mat kijiye hum ghar par rahenge toh hume humari tabiyat aur khrab dikhegi isliye hum agaye apni favourite jagah...
everyone : par ms..
hm cutely : acha na ab ye sab chodiye aur chaliye cabin hume uss case ki progress bataiye...
everyone chuckled slightly at her cuteness and finally got convinced and moved with her to cabin and they started discussing about the case...
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